I don’t know anything about him being angry with myself.
She lay on the soft bed and closed her eyes to hide her eyes from disappointment.
but
My heart fell to the darkest place and suddenly I understood.
Her so-called love for the so-called secret love is not a personal game. She will never guess Ye Qingting’s thoughts, always be happy with his every move, and more importantly, she will never learn to be really indifferent.
And then to match such a light soul:
Chapter 16 Chaper 6
As the days passed, the atmosphere in the class became more and more solemn and tense as the final exam approached.
"I can’t understand this problem in the unified examination. Students have to recite it to me by heart." Feng Meilan banged on the podium with a model test paper in one hand and a blackboard in the other.
Make a little louder in the class besides taking notes.
Lv Xining copied the steps to solve the problem on the blackboard, and accidentally drew the auxiliary line askew. He reached into his pencil case and rummaged for the eraser for a long time, but he couldn’t help looking at the podium. The math teacher askew his neck and said to Ling Xiquan, "Borrow an eraser."
There was no response next to her, and she was a little strange. She glanced at the teacher carefully again and looked at her deskmate.
Lingxiquan stared unblinkingly at the test paper with his head down and a red pen in his right hand, but he didn’t have a pen.
Lv Xining touched her elbow slightly, and her head got a little closer. If mosquitoes sang, "Lingxiquan, you die, how dare you be in a daze in math class?"
Lingxi Spring was so touched by her that she suddenly came back to God and gave her a look. Before she opened her mouth, Feng Meilan came in a cold voice. "What ear does Lv Xining bite? Do you want to say it so that the class can listen?"
She swallowed her words and caught a glimpse of her deskmate hanging her head honestly. Feng Meilan didn’t stop preaching. She looked around the crow classroom sternly and said, "Don’t forget that there are still two weeks to go before the unified examination. What are you doing? Give me a tighter skin for the mid-year exam. Whoever fails this unified examination won’t want to spend the summer vacation comfortably."
At this moment, the bell rang. Feng Meilan continued to pick up the chalk and said, "Let’s finish the last finale." Most of the students in the class quietly looked at me. I saw that you were impatient in each other’s eyes, but none of them dared to really show their dissatisfaction. They sat down and listened to the math teacher’s analysis of the problem-solving ideas one by one.
In the corridor came the frolic sound of other classes. Feng Meilan paused after explaining the train of thought and glanced at the podium. The students saw them bow their vests one by one and frowned coldly, saying "class" and walked out of the classroom with the podium not approved and the test paper.
As soon as she left the class, she was a little more active. Lv Xining also raised her head and said angrily, "I’m a witch of Feng. I can still hear it when my voice is so low. Maybe she still has a pair of ears." Then she pushed her deskmate. "Oh, don’t you think so?"
"Ah" Lingxi Spring looked blankly at her and then gave a perfunctory "well"
Next to Lv Xining, she complained endlessly about Feng Meilan’s harshness. She listened casually and glanced at the front table again today.
The seat was quietly tucked into the desk and out of the window, and the sun hung over the seat, forming a large halo and shadow.
It seems that I don’t know when Ye Qingting came to school less and less. It’s been almost a week since the beginning, and he still hasn’t come to school.
LingXiQuan think she is a little know the reason.
From the beginning, she didn’t want to guess, but now she has to face this cruel reality with luck.
Qing Ye court is not far from going abroad day, is it?
She and Ye Qingting seem to be getting cold after tutoring that day.
Maybe it’s her own feeling, but as he comes to learn less and less, they seem to be telling the truth without the chain of "school" except football.
But it seems that his interest in talking about football has gradually faded.
Then how many times do you finish your homework late and habitually open qq? Depending on how long she waited in front of her head, the avatar was on but never beat again.
Perhaps this is more sad than his head is gray.
Don’t do that, she can comfort herself that he doesn’t want to find her, but he forgets not to want to find her.
Then she didn’t want to close her eyes for many nights, and tears came down without warning. She didn’t cry, but shed tears quietly and then stopped quietly.
Why not take the initiative to find him?
Why not summon up the courage to ask him if you are leaving?
She asked herself many times, but she often got stage fright after opening the dialog box.
She is Lingxiquan, how proud she is.
Afraid of getting a definite answer, I am even more afraid that Ye Qingting saw her news but didn’t reply to her.
It’s as if that half year was a dream, and those who were special to her, and those she was complacent about, never started or ended.
Does he have a good impression on himself?
It should be a little bit.
Does he like himself?
Determination by other methods
Call her sensitive or die. If that boy is not so elusive and indifferent, she will always find out what he thinks of herself when she tries to test her so many times.
But he is Ye Qingting, and for a second, he can make her feel as beautiful as a dream, and for a second, he can make her feel alienated from her heart without showing a trace.
She doesn’t understand, he can’t guess him, she is not qualified enough.
So she can secretly listen to him, listen to songs, guess every mood he writes, and quietly think of him reading his name over and over again at night, dreaming that school will see him again one day.
My heart is suddenly very sour, so my mood slowly rushes to my brain and even my nose is sour. She suddenly buries her head in her folded arms.
Lv Xining also kept complaining that Feng Meilan saw that she suddenly stretched out her hand and pushed her "Lingxi Spring Lingxi Spring"
She said calmly without closing her eyes, "I didn’t sleep well yesterday."
"Well," Lv Xining replied and muttered doubtfully, "What are you doing every night? You say you didn’t sleep well every day."
Lingxi Spring heard it but didn’t answer it. The corners of her mouth were hooked in her arms and she smiled bitterly.